- I've dealt with dual-majoring in Culinary Arts and Pastry Arts - Met the love of my life, and moved in with him. - Moved from Indiana to Raleigh, NC (See above.) - Dealt with separations and stress.
I'm now continuing my schooling, majoring in Pastry now, instead of both seeing that the new chef school in NC only lets people major one subject. I'm a cake girl, anyway. I'm working as a full-out wedding cake decorator, and a head chef in a kitchen. Life can't get any better than this..
Too obsessed with Layton games and Harvest Moon. This LJ is a stress-reliever, I can't believe I ever gave it up.
For the past 4 weeks i have been in such a mind trance, its not even funny anymore. So much of a clusterfuck of mind thoughts have finally brought me to the conclusion: I don't really give a fuck anymore. I am awesome. I am bad ass at what I do, and I am a good person. I needed to find myself since i was like 14, and what do you know, 7 years later and it just now hits me. Being a complete loner has actually helped me alot in school, and its helped me find myself. But for now, i think im gonna come back out of that shell. I'm ready to be 21. Thanks, life. I owe you one. But just one.
My laptop charger has a wire shortage, so my battery's low. I get a new one in the mail saturday. Thank you, Ebay, for blessing me one more time.
I got lots of stuff. Max got me a Wii. I stayed up until 3 this morning, playing Smash Bros. Brawl, and surfing the internet.
A new green Ipod Nano, so i can record videos now :3
AAA Car assistance <3
Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess and Super Smash Bros. Brawl for my wii. Collapsible measuring cups, F.C.U.K Perfume (My personal fave) toe socks, beddy time shorts, and an 11 in 1 Ipod accessory kit <3
It was so hard to watch this. I remember Chet. He was my sister's best friend, and a good friend to me. I cried the whole video. I remember watching Happy Tree Friends, and cracking jokes with Chet, listening to paint ball stories, and hanging out with him and my sister. Erin, of course, is taking it way harder..
We are so very different, you and I. Although we were always attached at the hip, we still had different thoughts. We haven't talked since June, but yet you still appear in my dreams, in my thoughts, and you always pass me by on the road. Even though you hate me, I could never hate you. 12 years just doesn't disappear like that. We were both in the wrong, there's nothing we can do to change that now. You have taught me so many things, like kindness. Because of you, I smile at everyone I pass in the halls every day at school, even if i dislike them to a complete extent. %95 of my good memories include you. Those memories will never fade away. I just wanted to say, Thanks. It really does mean alot to me. I hope you are doing well.
Halloween Saturday. I used to love halloween, now i just hate it. Why? I don't like the fact that all the cool costumes are expensive as fuck, and they are still made of shitty material. Make a costume you say? No thank you. I have better shit to do.
I will kick every cramp in my ovaries in the face. And for those of you who say its not possible, trust me i will find a way. Because remember kids, where there is a will, i want to be in it.
Max came over this morning, we watched Jerry Springer and then went to Dairy Queen because i was biting off everyone's head because of my lack of chocolate intake. Hell hath no fury like a girl with cramps.
What made it worse was the fact that i had to go into work. I got yelled at 2 times for pointless bullshit that didnt even matter what-so-fucking-ever. I hate my job. Kayla showed up with medication for me, this completely made my day. I love you dude! Your the best!!!!!1
When i got home my sister instantly started in on how she is in charge while mom and dad are in Ohio. I pointed out that i am staying at Kayla's for the whole weekend, and she was a bit relieved that i wasnt going to be around. She then got the idea that it was ok to accuse me of stealing my brother's camera from his house, and selling it for money. Ok for one, i would never steal something and sell it for money. There's no point. I told her she needed liposuction, and then ran into the house and slammed my door. I felt powerful, and of course, really really hurt. I talked to Kayla for a long time, and she made me feel better, because she always does :3
Max came to my rescue and whisked me away to his house. I called my mom and told her that i would not be returning unless i got a full sincere apology. Mom apparently threatened Erin someway (I want to know how..) And i got a call 2 minutes later from Erin saying that she didnt mean it, and that she was really sorry. It was an act, i could tell. At least im home now (even tho i can still feel tension throughout the house)
Im still really hurt that she would accuse me of stealing a really expensive camera.
Kayla had this question in her journal, so im going to answer it too.
I have been called "Chewy" from the day i was born. My dad was big into star wars, and all the other hero movies and what not.. But, back to why my family calls me "Chewy". I used to make a growling noise similar to chewbacca when i was asleep (as a baby) So my parents decided that it fit. They still call me Chewy to this day. (Actually, just this morning my mom said "Bye Chewy, love ya!")
Monkeyface- I used to call an old friend of the family this. And she used to call me it back. I was only 3.
Andi Pandi - Again, this has been my nickname from family members since i was a baby. My dad wanted to name me "Andi" even if i was a boy or girl. I used to have this panda bear backpack i would carry around with me everywhere. And one day, i was just called "Andi Pandi"
Chibi - i got this in middle school when my friend Jessica started calling me it.
“Hey Braun, it's Andrea. Just thought I would do this because Sam had this on his and I thought it was the cool fucking thing ever. So I wanted to try it on. If it doesn't work then I'll probably never use it ever again. Work tonight was hell. I never like working on weekends and I specially do not like the new person that works there now. I guess I'll have to warm up to him. Apparently everything is my fault there and even though I never did anything wrong. A lot of other things have gone wrong but I might as well type them out because I really don't feel like seeing them nor do I have the words to put them in. So this is just a test. Hopefully it works.”